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  GERALYN DAWSON

  HER OUTLAW

  To my readers

  Who just can’t get enough Bad Luck.

  CONTENTS

  PROLOGUE

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  PROLOGUE

  Edinburgh, 1896

  I’VE FOUND HIM. After all this time. He isn’t dead, after all.

  Fate has delivered Alasdair MacRae to me.

  Hamish Campbell absently played a ten of hearts, his gaze resting on the faint scar beside MacRae’s right eye. The result, he knew, of a cut from a signet ring during a backhanded blow. A mistake, that. One of youth and impatience and a temper slipped beyond control. It remained the biggest regret of his life.

  Now, Fate had delivered this second chance literally to his table, and the card player could barely contain his glee.

  The predator within began to plan. How to best take advantage of the moment? Subtlety was called for. Secrecy, too. It wouldn’t do to have the prey catch his scent before the prize was within his grasp.

  And such a prize it was. The Sisters’ Prize. A treasure beyond measure. It should be his. It would be his.

  What once was lost, now was found. Alasdair MacRae was the key.

  CHAPTER ONE

  London, 1897

  EMMA MCBRIDE TATE WANTED to be wicked.

  It was an itch that demanded to be scratched. A yearning deep in the marrow of her bones. She wanted to throw off the bonds of convention and revert to her childhood ways. She wanted to be bad again, if only for a little while.

  How sad that the most daring thing she could think to do was to sneak off from London’s Savoy Hotel and window shop by herself while her sister and grandmother indulged in an afternoon nap.

  “Emma, you wild woman, you,” she grumbled beneath her breath as she strolled down a busy street.

  Once upon a time, she’d been a true mischief maker. The eldest of three sisters dubbed the McBride Menaces by the citizens of Fort Worth, Texas, she’d led her siblings in shenanigans ranging from mild pranks to out-and-out crimes. She’d released sneezing powder into the ventilation system at church and flown her arch-enemy Charlotte Russell’s bloomers from the county courthouse flagpole. She’d robbed her first train by the age of twelve and kidnapped a man before the same year was out.

  Then, at the ripe old age of nineteen, she’d sneaked her fiancé, Casey Tate, into her bedroom at Willow Hill for a little not-so-innocent play.

  For the first twenty years of her life, Emma lived like a hellion, a spitfire, a Menace—but when pneumonia claimed Casey’s life three months into their marriage, her mischief died with him. For the last ten years, the closest she’d come to true adventure was watching her sisters experience it.

  And she was tired of it. She was tired of the monotony of her life, tired of teaching school, tired of being the Widow Tate. The Menace in her was stirring, and once again, she craved excitement and adventure. She craved wickedness.

  She was a restless Texan in London, strolling Oxford Street on a springtime afternoon looking for trouble.

  She found it.

  At a shop across the street, a man held a door open for a trio of doddering elderly ladies. He was tall and muscular with shoulders as broad as the Brazos River beneath his dark gentleman’s jacket. He wore his thick black hair short, his face clean shaven. His square jaw, chiseled cheekbones, and thin, straight nose gave him a masculine beauty that any woman would admire.

  But it was his eyes that stole Emma’s breath. Set deep beneath raven brows, the color a unique silver-gray, they radiated power. Danger. And they were focused on her.

  Yes, trouble with a capital T.

  Awareness skittered along her nerves. She felt like a fluffy, feminine rabbit pinned by a sleek, strong, gray-eyed mountain cat. Her mouth went dry, her knees a little weak.

  The moment ended when a boxy omnibus rattled down the street and broke the line of sight. By the time the vehicle passed, the man had disappeared.

  Emma sighed with a mixture of relief and disappointment. A man like that would likely offer more adventure than she needed.

  She continued her stroll. Springtime weather had brought shoppers and sightseers out in force. Women’s perfumes clashed on the breeze as conversations buzzed. Emma grinned down at a rosy-cheeked infant, then smiled at the uniformed nanny pushing the perambulator. Stopping to buy a bouquet of yellow daisies from a flower girl on a corner, she eavesdropped on a conversation about Sarah Bernhardt’s performance in La Samaritaine.

  The aroma of baking bread caught her notice, and as she contemplated following its aroma to its source, a display in a variety store’s plate glass window caught her eye. Emma halted in her tracks. “Oh, my.”

  “It’s awful, isn’t it?” came a male voice from behind her.

  Emma glanced over her shoulder and caught herself just before she said “oh, my” a second time.

  It was him. Trouble. Standing close enough for her to smell the sandalwood in his scent.

  Her pulse spiked. “Excuse me?”

  He gestured toward the window, and that’s when Emma noticed the ice cream cone he held in his right hand. Eating on the public street? A rule-breaker, then. Of course.

  Her mouth watered.

  “The mannequin. Not exactly an effective sales tool, in my opinion. What could the designer have been thinking?” He took a long lick of his ice cream cone, and Emma forced herself to look away. Darned if her neck didn’t tingle as if he’d licked her.

  “The mannequin looks like a donkey,” she observed.

  “All it’s lacking is a tail.”

  She noted Trouble’s lack of a British accent—lack of any accent, actually—and wondered about his origins before turning her attention to the figure in the window. It was obviously supposed to represent a woman wearing a fashionable travel bonnet and a gray traveling cloak. But the…wings—for lack of a better term—on the bonnet, the model’s exceedingly long face, and the way the ill-fitting bustle gave the figure a four-legged look rather than two made the result comical. Emma could just imagine what her sisters would say if they were standing here with her.

  “Aha,” said the man. “Your smile brims with mischief. I insist you share your thoughts.”

  Emma laughed. She had no business talking to a stranger on the street, but she so enjoyed the zing of excitement that resulted. “I was thinking of my sisters. One of them would surely dare me to sneak inside and pin a tail on the mannequin.”

  Amusement lit those intriguing gray eyes. He took another bold lick of his cone, then reached into his jacket pocket and drew out a red silk scarf. A woman’s red silk scarf. Holding it out to her, he boldly challenged, “Do it.”

  “What?” Emma took a step back, giving a shaky little laugh.

  “I’ll stand for your sisters. What’s your name, my dear?”

  She shouldn’t…“Emma. Emma Tate.”

  “I’m Alasdair. Dair. And I’m daring you, Emma.” He twisted his wrist, waving the bright red scarf in front of her face. “Sashay into Blankenship’s and pin the tail on the donkey.”

  Temptation stirred. Needs long suppressed rose up within her. Emma focused on the scarf, circling her lips with her tongue. “Why should I take such a risk?”
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  His voice was smooth and mellow as aged whiskey. “Why, for the prize, of course.”

  She jerked her gaze up. He stared at her mouth. “Prize?” she croaked out.

  “Do you like…ice cream, Emma?” He took a big bite of his chocolate cone.

  Emma shivered. At this particular moment, she absolutely craved ice cream. Her blood stirred, her senses grew acute. With the stranger’s gray-eyed gaze holding her spellbound, she felt more alive than she had in years.

  She should leave. Right now. She should turn away, march back to the Savoy, take a seat in the rocker beside the fireplace, and read a book.

  Instead, she indulged herself and allowed the brazen buried within her to flutter back to life. “Yes. Yes, I do.”

  He grinned at her, tossed her the scarf.

  Emma caught it, wrinkled her nose at the cloying feminine perfume wafting from the silk. Lifting her chin, she said, “I prefer strawberry ice cream, please.”

  He gave her a two-fingered salute as she walked boldly into the store.

  Blankenship’s offered a variety of feminine fripperies, and as Emma greeted a salesclerk and pretended to shop, the female in her couldn’t help but compare the quality of the merchandise to that which could be found at home. As she’d discovered so often during her forays into London shops, the handwork on the ready-made dresses couldn’t compare to what her mother produced. Emboldened by a sense of American superiority, Emma casually made her way closer to the window display.

  He stood where she’d left him. His eyes made contact with hers through the window glass, holding her captive as he slowly licked a dribble of ice cream off his thumb. Emma flushed and tried to concentrate on the task at hand.

  This would be easier if Mari and Kat were here to run interference for her and keep the male salesclerk distracted, but Mari was back in Texas with her husband Luke Garrett, happily swelling with her third pregnancy, while Kat was snoozing at the Savoy. However, judging by the salesclerk’s obvious lack of enthusiasm for his job, she expected him to lose interest in her if she “just browsed” long enough. With scarves on her mind, she hovered over that display, clucking her tongue, tsking and sighing and showing no sign of making up her mind.

  From the corner of her eye, she saw Dair shaking his head at her selections. The man didn’t care for drab colors. How interesting he paid any attention to me, then.

  Stop it. She wasn’t being drab now, was she? Drab women didn’t play silly pranks because a handsome gentleman with a wicked smile dared it of them.

  On the other side of the window glass, he sucked the tip off the cone. Emma’s nipples tightened.

  She forced her attention back to the display table.

  The entrance of a pair of potential customers into the shop offered the opportunity she’d waited for. “I simply can’t decide between the teal and the peacock,” she declared, removing two scarves from the table. “I must see them both in the sunlight.”

  The clerk glanced her way. “Um, madam, it is not allowed to take items from the store prior to purchase.”

  “Oh, la,” she said gaily. “I’m not going outside. Just over here to the window.”

  Since the window stood well away from the door, the salesclerk paid her little mind as she approached the display with the two scarves in hand. On the other side of the large window, Alasdair took another long lick of his cone and nodded toward the teal. It was a pretty color, Emma thought. Maybe once the bet was done, she’d buy it.

  Finding a beam of sunlight, she held the silk cloths up and made a show of continuing her clucking and sighing. Within moments, the salesclerk dismissed her completely, turning all his attention toward the women dawdling over expensive handbags. Seeing her chance, her heart pounding, mischief humming in her blood, Emma yanked a pin from her hat and slid the red silk scarf from her pocket as she slipped into the window display. Within seconds the “donkey” sported a tail.

  Giggles bubbled, threatened to erupt from within her, so Emma beat a hasty retreat from the shop, commenting on poor dye quality as she sailed empty-handed past the annoyed but clueless salesclerk. Out on the sidewalk, a glance at the window had the laughter escaping, spilling out on a wave of glee she’d not experienced for years. What a fun, foolish bit of childishness. It made her feel young again. Made her feel free again.

  Wanting to share her pleasure, she glanced around for the man called Alasdair.

  She didn’t see him. She turned completely around, staring at the crowd. No tall, dark, scandalous stranger. No wicked grin or suggestive twinkle in Trouble’s eyes. He wasn’t there.

  Bet he’s in the ice cream shop. Anticipation thrummed inside her, and it had little to do with strawberry ice cream. She fixed her gaze upon the shop’s doorway and waited for him to appear.

  And waited.

  And waited.

  Until the bubble of excitement inside her finally popped.

  A welcher, Emma thought as her joy evaporated. She’d made a bet with a welcher. “Why that sorry, no-good—”

  “Miss Emma?”

  She turned to see a sandy-haired young man wearing a smeared white apron holding an ice cream cone. A strawberry cone. “Yes?”

  “Gentleman asked me to give this to you.” He handed over the cone. “Said to offer his apologies, that important business called him away. It’s strawberry ice cream with pecan sprinkles. Fellow said to tell you he thought you’d enjoy nutty things.”

  Emma folded her arms. Her foot took to tapping. Humph. Business. She doubted it. More likely he’d been waiting on his wife or girlfriend…or, recalling the perfume on the scarf, his mistress…and he didn’t want to be caught flirting with another woman. The cad.

  Grumpily, she accepted the cone and indulged in bad manners by taking a taste right where she stood. The ice cream was rich and sinfully delicious, and he’d been right about the pecans. They were an appropriate way to top off a nutty adventure.

  A bark of laughter and some feminine giggling brought her attention back to Blankenship’s display window, and witnessing the results of her prank banished the last of her pique.

  It was funny. It had been fun. Funny and silly and a right fine dare.

  Emma smiled and savored another taste of strawberry ice cream. She would enjoy relating this story to her grandmother and sister. She’d enjoy remembering the look in that handsome man’s eyes as he licked his ice cream cone and watched her. As an adventure, this had been an acceptable start.

  Emma turned back toward the Savoy, her steps light, a smile lingering on her lips as she enjoyed her prize while she strolled. She couldn’t wait to see what would happen next.

  SEATED AT A TABLE INSIDE the tea shop across the street from Blankenship and Barrows, Dair MacRae winced with regret as he watched the beauty take a bite from her ice cream cone and sashay away. She’d had an air about her that appealed to him. She’d seemed so…alive.

  He hadn’t mistaken the interest in her eyes, the encouragement in her smile. He’d have liked to have seen the game to its end, but the woman he’d come to meet had arrived a few minutes early and duty had called. She wouldn’t have approved of his actions, and at this point, he couldn’t afford to offend her.

  A waitress served the pie and tea he’d ordered, then asked if they needed anything more. “Sister Mary Margaret?” he asked.

  “I’m fine, thank you, Alasdair,” the middle-aged nun responded. “The lemon pie here is such a treat. Are you certain you don’t want a piece?”

  “I’m certain. I’ve already indulged my sweet tooth today.” He dismissed the waitress with a nod, then got down to business. The hesitation he’d noted in her eyes was giving him a bad feeling. “Your note said you have news for me, Sister?”

  “Yes.” Her bow-shaped lips dipped into a frown. “Yes, I do, and I fear it’s news you’d rather not hear. Alasdair, it tears at my heart to say this, but I’ll not be able to fulfill my end of our agreement. I cannot move to Texas and become the new director of the Piney Woods Ch
ildren’s Home.”

  Dair stiffened. “What?”

  “I cannot accept the position.”

  “But you’ve already agreed to take it.” She’d agreed to his proposition two weeks ago. She’d been excited about the move. “What happened? If it’s the money, I’ll—”

  “It’s not the money. You’ve been very generous and Mother Superior was grateful for the donation.” The nun reached across the table and touched his arm. “Alasdair, I’ve been asked to oversee St. Stephen’s Orphanage in Derby. It’s where I grew up. I could not say no.”

  “Sure you can,” Dair said, his voice tight. “You can’t back out on me, Sister. We have an agreement. I’m counting on you. The children are counting on you.”

  “I know, and I am sorry to disappoint you.” Her light blue eyes gleamed with sincerity. “If it were any other position, I could refuse, but St. Stephen’s is my heart. You understand that, I’m sure.”

  It was a low blow. He did understand, but it didn’t mean he had to like it. The good-hearted nun had just put him in a hell of a bind.

  Dair drummed his fingers on the table. “Tell me you’ve found a replacement willing to go in your place. Tell me she’ll be joining us in a few moments so that I can conduct an interview.”

  Sister Mary Margaret attempted a smile, but didn’t quite pull it off. “I’m afraid that’s not the case. It’s not easy to find a trustworthy person willing to uproot herself and move to another country to accept a job of such great responsibility. I’ve been unable to find a replacement to recommend.”

  “There must be someone, Sister.”

  “You should try an agency, Dair.”

  “No. They don’t do a thorough enough investigation into their employees’ backgrounds. Besides, I need a personal referral from someone I trust implicitly.”

  “Alasdair, I know it’s important to you to personally choose the right person for this job. I discovered early on in our acquaintance that you have a deep-seated need to control events. But wouldn’t it be easier to find the perfect employee in Texas?”